Little wolf still has some friends who are uncomfortable with gay people and feel that she will never find true happiness with a woman.
I wonder why I don't have any friends like this. I've either weeded them out, or they were smart enough to realize such bullshit is- just that. Straight people aren't always perfectly happy either.

It's so frustrating sometimes dealing with this sort of immaturity, and I know unfortunately it is ageless, but other things concerning her have been reminding me that I need to take a few steps back with my expectations of her as my love/lover/girlfriend.

So lately it's been feeling like I'm in limbo. waiting around.

oh and she's not going to be there with me for batman's opening cause she is following a friend on the road who is i guess on tour or doing a photoshoot for her band or something, and it wouldn't bug me so bad if it wasn't one of the homo-pitying friends I mentioned earlier -OR- if I actually liked her music at all.

Batman is almost like Elvis to me, who I often tell people is equivalent to Jesus in my eyes- in terms of celebrity and idolatry, only without Jesus.

and then I hate that I compare this to Jazz, who would definitely make this a big huge exciting event for me in my honor of batman and the occasion. She was really good about catching onto things like that and making them really special.