she is haunted by the voices of so many desires

I guess my timing is the best.
for verbally telling someone you are falling in love with them (at last)
at the same time you tell them you fucked someone else
or making them guess cause you realize how bad you are about to hurt them
and they are crying and you're not
but you can barely breathe and you want to take it back
but obviously it is too late and you don't regret it
other than the fact that you had many premonitions about this