Why is my attention span so short with lovers?

I try to stick it out, but I start to panic and I need to get out.

I was prolonging it with Little Wolf. in fact, she just left. I was starting to feel guilty about her fucking me so diligently, with such zest and enthusiasm.

I liked it for a while, I liked it a lot, in fact. But now, i can barely be nice to her when we aren't naked. I find myself being mean, actually. She gets this little sad worried look on her face... I keep my blank face- that way she can't decide if I am being serious or not.

She is into me much more than I am with her at this point. I think I am going to have to let her down yet again. I really like her style of touching me and going down on me to wake me up, but there's something wrong when I don't want to reciprocate. I was getting weird being down on her this morning. I couldn't accept the taste like I used to. I didn't want it in my mouth.

I can't fuck her anymore. I know I am only in it for the sex at this point. I can't deal with her being so young still... and by that, I mean, she is kind of a spoiled brat... and she's pretty snobby as well...

Don't get me wrong, I know I can be rather elitist, but sometimes she is just debby downer around my friends, complaining about things not being organic enough, how unhealthy i am, how gross everything is that has to deal with animals in restaurants, how she doesn't want to support the animal industry like that, and I just want to say, "YOU AREN'T FUCKING VEGAN, AND UNTIL THEN, YOU NEED TO STOP BITCHING!"

There's lots of other things.

Remind me to tell you how I kind of kicked a frat boys ass  last night on my bike. It was incredible.