Thursday, April 17, 2008

about to dream

I am on another one of my sleepless stints... Not too bad, I haven't hit 48 hours of being awake yet.
I can't wait to pass the fuck out, though.

I guess it just ended between Little Wolf and I. I was probably an asshole on purpose. She said I am delusional if I don't realize I have her heart in my palm... 
I told her I've warned her about it and that she placed it in my palm.
She's pretty fuckin devastated.
Eh; I feel slightly sad about it- that I am associated directly with her feeling so upset, but I guess that feeling also relates to the fact that I can't get her to fuck me whenever I want anymore.

I've felt like 'whatever' about it for a few days now. I've also decided I want to find new girls. Girls I don't know, or am not really linked to.

Today, Michaeltron and I went to the Obama Rally. 
It felt more like a Celebrity Pep Rally than a serious political event.
Maybe I was just distracted, but all he said was everything he'd ever said before.
I just feel like the biggest impact on America would be Obama as the next president. I think it would say so much to finally give the "black" man his turn at running the country. No more fat white piggies dipping their toes into everlasting power circles... well, representing this country at least.
I really would like a revolution to come about.


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