Little did I know what simplify would mean. I' ve been having so many vivid dreams. ( I need to look up California King Snakes, Kittens coming out of under couches, Cats hunting, Animals shapeshifting, shoes, Love affairs with unknown others and maybe some other things)

I actually just broke up with Little Wolf last night. I know it seems a little ridiculous considering my last barrage of posts, but considering my contemplations as of late- this is what I've come down to.

Maybe I should post more of the drama in the lives of myself and those surrounding. I exclude it usually on purpose because it is simply drama and I know how fast things change shapes.

But jesus. Life has been so dramatic that I've stopped majoring in art education to just major in studio art, said fuck you to my job again, I've broken up with girlfriend,  thought about deleting everything else and this, and I'm also thinking about heading back to the beach again- at least for the summer.

It's a bit sad about LW considering I was rather smitten by her. She's the epitomy of sweetness, but I think at this point in her life, she needs to learn some things on her own and learn to think a little more on the quick. She is an incredible young woman, but I'm not feeling like wasting my time on a monogamous relationship that is starting to assume it's ok to do little stupid things out of drunkenness, in public, IN MY HOUSE with someone who is the symbol of much of the house's (estherhaus drama, extended friend group drama, some secret shit with me  with this girl secretly being after LW while with estherhaus, etc etc) frustrations as of late.