I have been in the lithography studio for over six hours straight and I've got a migraine.
I am never sure if it's due to my medication wearing off, hardly eating anything today, or staring down at the print I am working on this whole time.
(All of the above.) I hate when I have migraines, I am most sensitive to noise. The voices echoing across the hall by the photo department are reverberating and ricocheting inside my skull.


And lately I can't stop dreaming. I can't wake up early, or even really on time. I feel like a lot more stuff goes on in my dreamworld. I just hate that I can't recall most of it. I guess that would be like trying to make up time and my brain won't allow it... but My dreamworld is so interesting, I iwish I could switch planes or project myself there.

I had a friend when I was about 10- 16... Sarah Jane... She was 4 years older than me? I should look her up. Anyway. We were both practicing wicca, but she was much more versed in it (she's probably still active. I let it go when i realized I can't dedicate specific alter or meditation times. I am much more free when it comes to spirituality, and I always read that the goddesses and gods got upset when you didn't dedicate enough time... Which is one of the reasons I ditched Christianity at such a young age, besides the fact that I was bored out of my mind by the time I was 10 and just felt like it was too critical and chore-like)

So Sarah could send herself to the same places in her dream world. She says she had a husband and a family, a whole different community, and I think she even got pregnant there. I am not sure if it was her girlish imagination amusing her friend, but I do believe in self-mind control and projection... I think that maybe all of time occurs at once, we are just on a certain path. Perhaps we can jump around through spiritual/cosmic psychic powers.

I know if you concentrate on a subject before sleeping, you are more likely to dream about it, but I like finding myself places. Glitches of memories, created memories, and often things that will come to pass. I have had many premonitions through dreaming which causes massive de ja vu... but lets me know I am on the right path in my life. If I am finding myself in the same places I've dreamt about, then I must be doing *something*.

I guess that's it for now, I have to meet a friend for dinner.